haaaaay~

Tadaima!~

It's been a while since I stayed in front of the computer. My lower back was really aching these past few weeks so I couldn't go online much. It's been really hard for me to sit even on a padded couch, much more on a hard stool but after the PT, I could say it's gotten better, yey! Hooray for Pain and Rehab! *clap clap clap*

Oh yeah, I was diagnosed to have Lumbarsomething Somethingscoliosis. Basta, scoliosis! I guess my spine's curving left, uwaaaa~ Here's the Xray, you'd get the idea.



The perpendicular line was suppose to hit the middle of the spine but it doesn't, so there. Whatever. I'm a tech support, so ask me about Internet connectivity questions, I might be able to answer them but not this. Toink.


Anyway, I'm surfing the net like crazy right now. Uploading pictures, visiting blogs, checking my DA, whew~

I still need to finish my 10 chapters, uwaaaa~ I hope Miss Hazel would still accept my supah supah late work.. Y__________Y

Jaa ne! ^0^

Poor Kazehaya-kun!

Something fuwa fuwa~ nyehehehe.. Click to view full reso.. :D
L - R, onegaishimasu! :)




I just love Kimi ni Todoke, it's something that brightens up my week, aside from the Nodame Final-Hen and Nodame Opera-Hen updates..


Argh, Kazehaya-kun's so slow, even in the manga! Aggggrh!
(But I guess that's his lovable point.. :D)

Nyah~

Oh, I'm still alive! Just a quick, err, rant. Go along now, move it, there's not much to read.. Happy New Year by the way.. ^___^



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I think I'm prematurely breaking out of my shell again. I keep telling myself that it's not yet time and I have to stay inside just a bit longer, before I test my wobbling feet on the less greener, harsher green fields. I guess I'm just too sick of my comfort zone and I'm really eager to get out.

"I guess I'm just too sick of my comfort zone and I'm really eager to get out.."

-- Oh my, I know I'm gonna regret saying that in the future.
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Quarter life crisis sucks, if there's such a thing. I think this is more of self-imposed worrying. Heck, haha.

Yey! ^0^/"/

Usui and Misaki/ Misao-chan

The October issue of Hakusensha's Monthly LaLa magazine will announce on Monday that a television anime adaptation of Hiro Fujiwara's Kaichou wa Maid-sama! shōjo manga has been green-lit. The romantic comedy centers on the student council head named Misaki Ayuzawa who despises the mostly male, slovenly population at her school, which was once an all-boys school. However, Misaki's most handsome schoolmate just discovered her secret — that she works afterschool at a maid café. Tokyopop is publishing the second volume of the manga this month under the Maid Sama! title.


From: http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2009-08-21/kaichou-wa-maid-sama-shojo-manga-gets-tv-anime


Yey! Something to look forward to aside from the 3rd season of Nodame Cantabile! ^_______^

No serious updates, things are still... Uhm... Too heavy.. -_-;

Random. Rant. Rawr.

Rant. Rant. Rant. Rant. Rawwwrrr.

• I need to upgrade my PC, ASAP!! Now that I got Nirvana, editing in PS has been a pain in the butt, especially now that I'm loading 100+ pictures of my camwhore family and friends..

• Speaking of camwhoring, I had to delete some of my downloaded stuff (Kimi Wa Petto, noooooo!~ Y__Y) to make way for the pictures. I only had 3GB for my C drive and 2GB for my D drive left, on an 80GB HDD, when I purchased Nirvana. Talk about needing space! @___@

• Better eyesight, can somebody tell me where to find them?

• I want to attend Japanese/ German/ Photography/ Lighting/ Graphic designing classes! My major plans for 2010.. :D Learn, learn, learn new stuff..

• I still can't believe Nodame Cantabile's through. I don't have any reason to keep this internet connection any more. Goodbye, cruel cyber world! Lol. Whatever.I'm just pretty sad that one of my most loved couple is finally bidding bye bye. No more updates. *sob* But I'm thrilled because they would be releasing an Encore of the manga on December 2009 featuring minor characters like Masumi, Kuroki and everybody else! ^____^ .. and then there's the 3rd season of the anime, scheduled on January 2010.. Haaaaaay.. :')

• I'm in love with Kimi ni Todoke! I've been stalking the manga and never realized that there was an anime of it already. Thank God for forums and fangirls! Banzaiiiii! \"\^0^/"/

-- OK, will post again later. (If given time.. I'll be back, blog-kun!)

Meet Niravana and Iori.. :D

Nirvana. Nikon D60.

He was bought from blue001 of tipidpc.com.. :D I was originally planning to buy a Canon 450d but the cost, even of a 2nd hand, made me cry. When I consulted my friends who share the same interest, they advised me to get a cheaper but competitive DSLR which, as you can see, is the Nikon d60.. ^__^


*-o-o-o-o-o-o-*

Iori. o.d.m. DD100A-2 Play

Now she was unexpected. Adam, Nirvana's previous owner, initially wanted us to meet at MRT Ayala station but I insisted we meet at Starbucks Petron Dasma since I was with Arvin and since he works there, I could sit and relax while waiting.. :) The only thing I somehow expected was for Arvin to treat me to was a Hazelnut Green Tea frappuccino (which is more of a habit than a whim) but lo and behold, he got me Iori.. :D Yeah, you read it right, he bought Iori for my silver year anniversary, the o. d. m. watch I've always wanted. ^0^


(Click on the picture for the humongous picture! :D)


So thank you Adam for the D60! I'll take good care of it and I'm counting on your words. ^______^



... and Hoshikuzu, Aishiteru yo. :3



I guess, it would still be a happy happy birthday. ^0^

Are You There, Kurt?

I think I need a drastic change in my life and I know the easiest change that I can make is to resign from my work and look for another one. But you see, I am really inching towards the goal of being a photographer/ graphic artist for the past years and as I've said before, I think I'm becoming too visual so that might be a perfect job for me. I've been scouting for cameras, stalking great photographers in DA, checking out editing lessons and downloading e-books about photography and digital artistry to back up my career nirvana. I can barely wait for my Christmas bonus to get the ball rolling.

But Death came for Popsie faster than I can say Christmas and smashed all my happy thoughts. In my 24 years of existence, I experienced my first heart break. It weighed me down, one regretful tear after another. But persistence prevailed, and somehow I was still in flight. Slow and dragging. like a bee with honey in its belly. And when I've finally gathered all my broken thoughts, Lola decided to stay 82 forever and this time Death shook all the pixie dusts away.

I was Wendy, no more.


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So forgive me if it's hard for me to keep my optimism these days. I feel like dragging the days to the point where I am back to my old, worry-free self or fast-forward it to a time when the pain already said bye bye. Oh sh*t, no crying please.

And also, forgive me if I think some problems are rather childish compared to what I am going through at the moment. That's the major reason why I hated going to work the whole time my Lola was hospitalized and even after she was buried, I can't imagine what my reaction would be if a customer would rant on my ears about their internet connection problem like it's the end of the world. You fcuk*ng asshole, give me my Popsie and Lola back and I'll give you your internet connection!

Ah, and yes, I still want to pursue nirvana.