Yey! ^0^/"/

Usui and Misaki/ Misao-chan

The October issue of Hakusensha's Monthly LaLa magazine will announce on Monday that a television anime adaptation of Hiro Fujiwara's Kaichou wa Maid-sama! shōjo manga has been green-lit. The romantic comedy centers on the student council head named Misaki Ayuzawa who despises the mostly male, slovenly population at her school, which was once an all-boys school. However, Misaki's most handsome schoolmate just discovered her secret — that she works afterschool at a maid café. Tokyopop is publishing the second volume of the manga this month under the Maid Sama! title.


From: http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2009-08-21/kaichou-wa-maid-sama-shojo-manga-gets-tv-anime


Yey! Something to look forward to aside from the 3rd season of Nodame Cantabile! ^_______^

No serious updates, things are still... Uhm... Too heavy.. -_-;

Random. Rant. Rawr.

Rant. Rant. Rant. Rant. Rawwwrrr.

• I need to upgrade my PC, ASAP!! Now that I got Nirvana, editing in PS has been a pain in the butt, especially now that I'm loading 100+ pictures of my camwhore family and friends..

• Speaking of camwhoring, I had to delete some of my downloaded stuff (Kimi Wa Petto, noooooo!~ Y__Y) to make way for the pictures. I only had 3GB for my C drive and 2GB for my D drive left, on an 80GB HDD, when I purchased Nirvana. Talk about needing space! @___@

• Better eyesight, can somebody tell me where to find them?

• I want to attend Japanese/ German/ Photography/ Lighting/ Graphic designing classes! My major plans for 2010.. :D Learn, learn, learn new stuff..

• I still can't believe Nodame Cantabile's through. I don't have any reason to keep this internet connection any more. Goodbye, cruel cyber world! Lol. Whatever.I'm just pretty sad that one of my most loved couple is finally bidding bye bye. No more updates. *sob* But I'm thrilled because they would be releasing an Encore of the manga on December 2009 featuring minor characters like Masumi, Kuroki and everybody else! ^____^ .. and then there's the 3rd season of the anime, scheduled on January 2010.. Haaaaaay.. :')

• I'm in love with Kimi ni Todoke! I've been stalking the manga and never realized that there was an anime of it already. Thank God for forums and fangirls! Banzaiiiii! \"\^0^/"/

-- OK, will post again later. (If given time.. I'll be back, blog-kun!)

Meet Niravana and Iori.. :D

Nirvana. Nikon D60.

He was bought from blue001 of tipidpc.com.. :D I was originally planning to buy a Canon 450d but the cost, even of a 2nd hand, made me cry. When I consulted my friends who share the same interest, they advised me to get a cheaper but competitive DSLR which, as you can see, is the Nikon d60.. ^__^


*-o-o-o-o-o-o-*

Iori. o.d.m. DD100A-2 Play

Now she was unexpected. Adam, Nirvana's previous owner, initially wanted us to meet at MRT Ayala station but I insisted we meet at Starbucks Petron Dasma since I was with Arvin and since he works there, I could sit and relax while waiting.. :) The only thing I somehow expected was for Arvin to treat me to was a Hazelnut Green Tea frappuccino (which is more of a habit than a whim) but lo and behold, he got me Iori.. :D Yeah, you read it right, he bought Iori for my silver year anniversary, the o. d. m. watch I've always wanted. ^0^


(Click on the picture for the humongous picture! :D)


So thank you Adam for the D60! I'll take good care of it and I'm counting on your words. ^______^



... and Hoshikuzu, Aishiteru yo. :3



I guess, it would still be a happy happy birthday. ^0^

Are You There, Kurt?

I think I need a drastic change in my life and I know the easiest change that I can make is to resign from my work and look for another one. But you see, I am really inching towards the goal of being a photographer/ graphic artist for the past years and as I've said before, I think I'm becoming too visual so that might be a perfect job for me. I've been scouting for cameras, stalking great photographers in DA, checking out editing lessons and downloading e-books about photography and digital artistry to back up my career nirvana. I can barely wait for my Christmas bonus to get the ball rolling.

But Death came for Popsie faster than I can say Christmas and smashed all my happy thoughts. In my 24 years of existence, I experienced my first heart break. It weighed me down, one regretful tear after another. But persistence prevailed, and somehow I was still in flight. Slow and dragging. like a bee with honey in its belly. And when I've finally gathered all my broken thoughts, Lola decided to stay 82 forever and this time Death shook all the pixie dusts away.

I was Wendy, no more.


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So forgive me if it's hard for me to keep my optimism these days. I feel like dragging the days to the point where I am back to my old, worry-free self or fast-forward it to a time when the pain already said bye bye. Oh sh*t, no crying please.

And also, forgive me if I think some problems are rather childish compared to what I am going through at the moment. That's the major reason why I hated going to work the whole time my Lola was hospitalized and even after she was buried, I can't imagine what my reaction would be if a customer would rant on my ears about their internet connection problem like it's the end of the world. You fcuk*ng asshole, give me my Popsie and Lola back and I'll give you your internet connection!

Ah, and yes, I still want to pursue nirvana.

Hmmn..

It is whilst living in that home that Hagu develops her skill in drawing and painting, her only past-time, though she finds nothing to sketch save for the never-changing view she has from her porch, varying only in seasons. - from http://myanimelist.net

I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood to elaborate but I think I understand Hagu's feeling a bit better now.




Everything was taken from the window of PGH Room 703.

The first three were taken when Lola's taking a nap and I was sick of watching TV and playing with Hime.

Also, everybody had their elaborate picture and story of 'the Ondoy experience' but all I got when the storm was raging is the 4th picture. (Not that I'm jealous of their experience or anything, I am deeply thankful that the worst I had to deal with was to hold Hime's light so that the nurse can feed Lola.)

The fifth and sixth were the pictures after the storm.

OK, so being able to see the same scene over and over through some part of the room is the only likeness of my situation with Hagu's, everything else is very ['essie'].. =) besides, only the weather changes, not the season.. O___o


SPOILER WARNING!


.. and Nodame's.... Huwaaaaa.. Y_Y


Actually, you'd see the spoiler on the side bar. Here's the bigger pic:



Huwaaaa.. Y_Y


*There there essie, you can make it through..There, there, you brave otaku..*

I'm off to work tomorrow!


Mood:
Blah.

Stress busters.. :3

My dear Lola was sent to the hospital last September 16th and I've been helping my Tita and my Mom nurse her since. I really respect nurses now, such dedication and guts! (with all the needles, blood, phlegm, etc.. Oooops, stop reading the first part of this post if you're eating!)

I came home tonight feeling exhausted and hopeful at the same time. Lola has regained her strength but it's a pain in the heart every time the nurse does phlegm suctions. Unlike the past few days when Lola has always been asleep, she's now concious most of the time which is good but that also means she can feel the pain every time they do something to her. So today, I've been mostly holding Lola's hand to give her courage and been running around the hospital (you can now call the Essie, the PGH Tour Guide, lol.) to pay bills and stuff which really is energy zapping.

I've been reading the manga Kimi wa Pet by Ogawa Yayoi to distress and thank God there has been a mass upload of the series in Mangafox recently. I started watching the drama a year ago but for unknown reasons, I dropped it. I'm planning on picking it up again once everything settles down because Matsujun is so cuuuuute there. lol. :D Haha, it's because of him and because I love Goda Takeshi's character. Maybe because I'm also in need of a hot pet these days that's why I found his character so appealing. Nyuhuhuhuhuhu~ :3

So there, I found these Matsujun vids on http://jdorama.com.. =) Anti-stresssss! Weeee ^__^


I can't believe he sang this one. Always been a fave... =)



.. and this one is so funny. So this is the "Jin" Akanishi Paula is talking about.. haha.. :D


So there, I just wanted to post something up before snuggling beside Hoshikuzu.. ^___^ v

(Teehee, I'm officially a Matsumoto Jun fan now! Better late than never! :p)

Here's Kimi wa Pet, enjoy!

.. and oh, please continue praying for Lola because we can all see it's working! Aja! ^0^/"/

Thanks everybody! *huuuuuuugs*



Mood:
Boing! O___o

A quick post while I'm still engulfed with memories.. :D

I'm actually cleaning my closet right now but I just had to stop and say...

Keep a diary, It's fun reading them after 8 years! I mean it. It's HILARIOUS, I tell you! I just can't stop myself from laughing! *rofl*

I found the diary I was keeping back my HS Senior years and it's really a trip down loonville and memory lane!

I found entries about the Student Council elections, my despair over Harry Ortilla, my secret crush on Richmond, my escapades in Manila City Hall as Secretary to the City Council, the events I organized, Momsie and Popsie's birthday, the little misunderstandings I had with AINJELEs and how we made up and my never ending battle with the fact that High School is almost over and I haven't got myself a boyfriend yet. (which I found pathetic now, I sound so desperate then! LOL!).

Everything is so... heartwarming. It feels like being in the pensieve. :3

... and also, I now know the date when I wished and prayed for that certain somebody to come into my life. As I've told them before, after 3 dots, he knocked on the door and ended my never ending High School battle.

December 5, 2000.. :D



Mood:
Reminiscent

There goes my hero, watch him as he goes..

Firefly stories

77 Posts, last published on Jun 21, 2009 – View Blog

O_o

So.. It's been 2 months, huh. Now that's lazy. Lazy Essie, it sure rhymes. (LOL, nonsense.)

Anyway, (I promised not to start the next sentence with 'anyway' but I still did it! Gah! Lemme try again! xD)

The truth is, July and August have been very productive months. I've been very busy reading mangas, as well as Gaiman and Murakami, watching bishies that would be gay if they were real and taking pictures of my more-than-willing-to-model-for-pictures-they-can-post-on-Facebook cousins. See? So dear Blogspot, please don't come kicking and screaming at me, demanding I post something up your site. I even think that the more appropriate word for the past two months is exhausting, I've been exhausting my eyes from reading 1/2 Ouji to meet my daily dose of B Vitamins, go figure!, watching Lelouch use his Geass on poor Yuffie and for my sanity's sake, it's pronounced as 'gee' - 'as', not like the 1st word of an obsolete shampoo, not like a duck or worse, a transvestite's bottom! and worrying about the cat-like rodent that's been creeping up and about our house since my Popsie passed away.

Huh? Oh yeah. Papa did pass away last July.

Fine. Sheesh, you see Blogspot, after all those essential activities I've been doing, the real reason why I don't want to post anything here is because I'll start to write how much I miss Popsie. Every time I sing, I remember listening to Papa's cassette tape of Neil Sedaka. He said he was part of the choir back his elementary school days and I got my voice from him because Mama has always been tone deaf. Every time I get home from work, I still anticipate seeing him on his favorite chair by his vulcanizing shop either sleeping while seated or smiling at me to ask if I've had my lunch already. When I sleep, I would suddenly wake and look at the window by my room where Papa would usually spend humid afternoons to cool off. I don't even want to celebrate my birthday this year because he's no longer here to recount the day I was lost in the cemetery and how he rushed and left his lunch untouched when he received the phone call from the cemetery help desk. Thinking about all these memories make me want to leave reality and escape with my paper and tube fantasies. It's overwhelming.

But every time I am being overwhelmed by these thoughts, I stop and think, if this is too painful for me, what about Mama's pain? She's been with him since forever and losing half of your body, heart and soul is no joke. I really regret saying "Ma, andito pa naman kami eh.." because now I understand how we, their children, were merely stars in the universe of togetherness they have created way before our existence.


So with that, I stop and leave unnecessary things behind to I can support Mama.

I'll be leaving work. LOL. Haha. (sorry, the teary-eyed me can't take it any longer so, again, I escape to laughter.. :D)

I've been away from work for some days now because of some drama I'd rather forget but seriously speaking, I've found something of interest lately and I'm really hoping that I can work some things out with Morpheus (think Gaiman's Sandman, not Matrix!) before this year ends so I can start my 2010 with a brighter smile.. :3

Ooooh, this is a rather lengthy post..

Hey, if you've been to Papa's wake or interment or have offered a prayer for him, or remembered him, or skipped lunch so you can put something inside that little white envelope, or played terembe so that the terembe dealer can give us tong (no, not the skimpy underwear!), or have been drunk silly that night and caused commotions, everybody who supported us in their own little big ways, a heartfelt THANK YOU. *huggles* It's rather late, but as I've said, I've been very, eherm, busy.. :p We really really really really appreciate the time and effort.



.. and to you Popsie, until we meet again..



Mood: Thoughtful

Argh!

Essie wants these!! I'm really dying out of their cuteness.. Nyuuu~!

I'm gonna cry, I've never wanted a toy in my life as much as I want these nendoroids.. Argh, tasukete!! Y_Y

Lucky Star
Miyuki Takara (高良 みゆき, Takara Miyuki)
Tsukasa Hiiragi (柊 つかさ, Hiiragi Tsukasa)
Kagami Hiiragi (柊 かがみ, Hiiragi Kagami) and
Konata Izumi (泉 こなた, Izumi Konata)

Sayonara Setzubou Sensei
Nozomu Itoshiki (糸色 望, Itoshiki Nozomu)

Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu
Kyon (キョン)
Mikuru Asahina (朝比奈 みくる, Asahina Mikuru)
Haruhi Suzumiya (涼宮 ハルヒ, Suzumiya Haruhi)
Yuki Nagato (長門 有希, Nagato Yuki)
Itsuki Koizumi (古泉 一樹, Koizumi Itsuki)


Death Note
Misa Amane (弥 海砂, Amane Misa)
Ryuk (リューク, Ryūku)
Light Yagami (夜神 月, Yagami Raito)
L Lawliet (エル・ローライト, Eru Rōraito)
Watari (ワタリ)
Rem (レム, Remu)

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I saw DN, SHnY and LS nendoroids at Comic Alley (SM Manila) for p550. Gah! Did I say that's per piece?! Double gah!! I can imagine how much I'm gonna be spending for collecting these cuties!

(I gotta focus, I want a DSLR first!)

Ang tagal ng Decemberrrrrrrrrrr!! (LOL!)
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** Sorry, I can't remember all the websites where I took these pictures from. No copyright infringement intended, whatsoever. Thanks for the images. Characters are also not mine. (See, what you have done to me DeviantArt? I'm so... OC with credits! LOL! But I still love your website, you know that ayt? :p)

A word of wisdom from {Kaoru}

I now understand that the feet that pedal this bicycle. . .



. . . is mine.

Posted by hungry_young_poet at 5:36 AM

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*dusts pants off*

Well, nothing to find here either. Move along now, just keep on looking.

Tshirt!

Me wants this tee shirt puhrinted! ^__^

It reads

I

:heart:

Tsundere

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According to BFF Wiki:

Tsundere (ツンデレ^?) is a Japanese word for a character archetype which describes a person with a conceited, spiky, combative personality that suddenly becomes modest and loving when triggered by some sort of cause (such as being alone with someone). It can also describe a personality that is good-willed, but its attitude and actions often contradict its nature. Originally found in Japanese bishōjo games, the word is now part of the otaku moe phenomenon, reaching into other media such as anime, manga, novels, and even mass media. The term tsunderekko refers to a girl who is a tsundere.

I've been thinking of posting my favorite male animu characters and I noticed they're all tsunderes. Hence, the tee shirt design. Lol. :D


PS.
The t-shirt and heart templates belong to whoever created them.

PPS.
It really sucks. I got my internet up again but I can't write a decent update post. I'm becoming too 'visual'. Lol. Whatever..

You're making my heart ache.. Y_Y

NODAME CANTABILE (Manga Chapter 130) SPOILERS AHEAD!




Gah! It hurts.. *points chest*

(Please read from top to bottom, right to left)





Nodame, who's only reason for playing the piano is her dream to perform on stage with Shinichi-kun, debuted with Stresseman in Paris.

"Final destination..
It was supposed to be where he is.. But I went there with someone else."

Help! It's squeezing my heart.. D:

Room Meme.. ^_______^

YOUR ROOM

Whether you live in a cave, tree, hole, box or just a typical room, there's a LOT to learn about a person by looking at where they live!



'Ello there! Before we look at the actual room, let's get an idea of what you carry with you. Show us your bag and it's contents. (That means keep everything! No removing of tampons, cigs or condoms!) *snickers*


Sweet! Now, let's see your bed.


How about your wardrobe? Show us your closet/ dresser or just some clothes.


How about showing us where you are now? (No, I am not stalking you... Or am I?)



The walls can reveal a lot about the personwho loves there. Let's see them!



Any other cool things you'd like to share?



Just for the kicks, show us your pets. (If no pets, how about a plushy?)



Cool. Now, could you show me the exit? (That means your door)



Tag! You're it!




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Oh God! That was tiring! Haha.. xD

This Room Meme was actually intended for DeviantArt because that is where I got the idea but since it has been ages since my last post here, I decided to break down the big file and upload it here. Gawd, look at the font size! I can barely see my own work, I hope you guys can read it..

Heehee, it was really fun. I waited until I got my camera and internet back before I created this meme. It's really cute.. ^_______^

Go ahead, try it! Go go go! =)

You can download the blank meme here. Enjoy!

So, now what?

Instead of going straight to the bathroom since I woke up late for work last night, I closed my eyes again and drifted in my thoughts without sleeping. I am so guilty for shutting my phone down instead of texting Raichi that I don't want to go to work today due to... Well, what would I have told her? That my battery's empty, literally and figuratively?

I just hope my ever kind and understanding lead won't come across my blog or I'm dead. Perhaps.

I'm so tired of watching history repeating itself. Move Essie, get out of this dreamless land.

Still in silence

.. and will continue to be until June, I guess.

But since I hijacked Arvin's PC, might as well do an update on this blog.

.*~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~*.

So after being quiet for gawd knows how long, I present to you a big chunk of nothingness and randomness!


1. Meet my newly baptized camera, Jin.

Huh? No, I didn't name him after Jin-sama. No. *coughyeahcoughright* Really. It's because Jin in Japanese means "silver", but instead of spelling it as Gin (which reminds me of big bellied drunkards on our street) I spelled it out as Jin which reminds me of nicer *kya!* things.. That's the reason! *uh huh!* Fine! Moving on!

Anyway, it took a surprising amount of okane to send him to a camera clinic in good 'ol Quiapo. They replaced some stuff inside him, waited for about an hour or so and viola! No more white stripes when I take pictures in daylight! He took a big chunk of my summer money but at least I got my camera back. I can use him now for whatever purpose! *insert evil laugh here*

Jin's generic picture. He doesn't do self portraits.



I'm addicted to macro shots at the moment.



Mang Rico fixed my camera in a jiffy.
Code name: "That's My Boy, Kilabot ng Quiapo"
^____^ v

We went to San Juan Batangas to look for a resort that fits the team's budget and Jin was put to the test. Here are some of the photos I was able to take with him.. =)




Suteki, ne? Not bad for a 3.2 mp camera. A Nikon D40 or a Canon 350D is still on the top of my wish list this year but for now, Jin will do.. *glomps Jin*

2. Kochira wa Hime desu, atashi no PSP desu.
This is Hime, my PSP.

She's a previously owned PSP. Arvin, as you might know, works in Starbucks and has come in contact with different sorts of people. One of them is a teacher who likes to play magic cards (Magic: The Gathering) when with friends and Yu-Gi-Oh on his PSP when he's alone. (He doesn't like card games, believe me!) He offered his PSP for sale, assured that it's working well and the rest is... ja ja ja jannnnnn.. :D

Super up close and personal with Hime.
And yeah, that's my girl Yoko from TTGL at the BG. :D

My brother and his girlfriend, Joanna, giving Hime a try..
She's addictive, ne?

I am so addicted to Patapon and to Tenchu right now. Haven't played anything significant yet but I already have Monster Hunter 2 in it. Too bad Lio-kun messed with his PSP and somehow unHacked it (if that is the term.. xD). Tsk tsk, we could've crammed ourselves again in PVP's 3-seater but the only difference is you can't tease me anymore about being out of place since I already have Hime.. :p Hurry back, Lio! Wait for me, Beanskie! ^__^

3. Black, finally! :D

One more happy news but this one is about Arvin. He's been working in Starbucks for almost two years now and I am very pleased to say that he was finally given a chance to be a black apron wearing barrista. =)

Coffee Master Kuma-kun.. =)

Yeah, he's a coffee master now. Banzai! Quick, ask him about coffee pairings and flavor and ask him to do your drink. He's in Sbux Petron Dasmariñas Village, Makati. Near Dusit Hotel, ahahaha.. xD *feels like a super proud Mom*


PS. The bear in the picture is not wearing a coffee master's apron. Just a Black Apron, an Sbux coffee. The coffee master apron has "Coffee Master" with a coffee leaf design in front. And I am actually quite serious about the asking stuff, coffee masters are the one you can ask anything about coffee in any sbux store.. ^__^

Teeheeeheee, so there.. Updates of some sort on this blog. I might be posting something else later. Once I get the time and a DSL connection to do it.. ^__^

I miss everybody! ^0^/"/

OUR AFFAIR IS OVER

Dear Arvin,

I don't really know how to tell you this, OUR AFFAIR IS OVER. I think I realized it WHEN YOUR DOG HUMPED MY LEG AT THE MENTAL HOSPITAL and I saw you SIT ON MY ILLEGITIMATE CHILD IN GHANA. I'm sure you're FROSTBITTEN enough to understand THAT I GET TURNED ON ONLY BY GARBAGE MEN. I'm returning YOUR HANNAH MONTANA UNDERWEAR to you, but I'll keep YOUR NEIGHBOR'S DOG as a memory. You should also know that I TOLD IN MY CONFESSION TODAY ABOUT THE MOOSE POACHING and YOU RUINED MY ATTEMPTS AT ANOTHER WORLD WAR.

GO MILK A COW,
Essie


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Gyahahaha, ang kulet nito Glads! :p

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Here's how you do it: :)

Dear (someone you recently talked to),

I don't really know how to tell you this, (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you

(4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll

keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),
Name



1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself

Really quick update..:D

Today's Mach 22, 2009..Tomorrow's Chingyorakugan's photoshoot, weeee.. Ureshii!^__^

So I guess I've got to have my DSL back so I can upload pics.. And update this blog. Hahaha.. :D

PS.

I still can't believe I'm inside a computer rental shop. Weeehehehe, feels weird.. :P (arthy!)

I'll be updating this very very very soon.. ^0^/"/

Jaa ne!

My DSL got disconnected, that's the reason for this hiatus.

Or maybe it's because of an unforeseen Takemoto mode which may result to another drastic financial roller coaster.

Nah, it's the DSL. And my laziness.



"..."

Uyyy, excited~... ^__^

Nakushita yakusoku wa hoshi ni,
The promise I lost will rise to the stars,
Omoide wa tokenai..
my memories will not fade..

A recycled photo from our old Honey and Clover themed photo shoot.. :)

My moon face was definitely showing on the picture above but I am posting it because this was one of the lucky, super rare picture where Vhojie-daisensei caught my eyes somehow open. (They're always open but since the scenes were mostly taken with my head bowed down and since my eyes are really, really humongous, I look like a sleepwalker having seizures! Gah!) Gosh, if given a chance, I would like to re-shoot this theme but this time, without the extra bags on my cheeks.. :p


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And a layout to clear my thoughts..

The dots on the the two "i"s on essiehime,
emo overload on green background..:p

.. which has been fogged up lately. I miss photoshop.

らい (in hiragana)

Drafts for Murasaki..

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She told me that I remind her of herself when she was younger. I looked at Murasaki's smile (which at certain times, doesn't reach her eyes) and said..

Wait, wait.. Matte.

I couldn't really remember what I said as a response back then.
Hmmn, maybe I only uttered a brief "Talaga..?" like I usually do then went on with another topic, or I might've asked her to explain "Why?" so I can satisfy my curiosity or perhaps I just smiled.

Yeah, maybe that's it. I might've smiled because until now, I can remember how pleased I was.

How should I put it? I was pleased because Murasaki has a certain charm, one that I've never seen.

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I look and you and wonder, how can a fragile being bear so much pain?

When you're too tired, you can always let go. We'll be ready with a super glue to put the shattered pieces together.

On Children

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them,
but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might
that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let our bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

Kahlil Gibran

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Omoide

I think most of the people in the office see me as a very bubbly, optimistic, all-smiling kawaii girl next door who, as the cliche goes, doesn't even know how to wash the dishes. (Something like that) I guess that's because I presented myself as an anime loving meatball who loves blurting out random Japanese words while holding out a V on my outstretched hand. I tend to jump up and down, bop from left to right and babble on senselessly whenever possible. 

But the truth is, I like silence. Comfortable, carefree, you-don't-have-to-talk-because-I'm-OK-with-this type of silence which I share with my closest friends. Old and new ones alike.

I am ranting because I miss the vivid stillness of the past.

And because I am anxious of what will happen on the not-so-distant future. *Raichi, chigau, chigau!*

The combination of Murakami and the cold is murderous, it's a happy hormone killer. How come I love it?

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*i'm sorry for this another incoherent post.

Mood:

*..very very thoughtful."

~chotto stop-u *bleh*

Chunk of updates.. :D

• Full Metal Alchemist's new anime series will be out on April '09..
link from animenewsnetwork
-- can't wait to see what tricks hand-clapping Edward Elric has on his sleeves, er--, metal arm again.. ^_^ I definitely missed his little musings. *I can imagine Edward wringing my neck for calling his ranting little, haha.*

Yatta!

..~*o0o*~..

• I can finally pull deviantart up at home! Yey! ^__^
~essie-hime's deviantart page
-- most of the wallpapers in my gallery are scans from animes I love, which I edited. ^_^
-- a re-post of my journal in DA:
Yey!! I can pull DA up again at home! Ureshii!

Jeeez, after months and months of inactivity, I can finally log in, read journals and download stuff again from DA! Gah! It's been a while!

Until now, I'm still puzzled why I couldn't pull this site up at home before. I could only see a white BG and links lined up on the left, and when I click on them nothing happens. Tried ALL the technical gibberish I can but.. Anyhoo, it's up now, so I can only hope that it won't happen again.


Muahahahaha!

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• I met up with the {Chingyorakugan Sisters} yesterday to watch Desperadas 2. {Kaoru} said Vhojie's gift for her upcoming birthday would be a photoshoot, of us!

-- I'm really, really excited about this one. I'd love to have another anime themed photoshoot with {Kaoru} but since {marnellie} and {jennypots} are not much of an anime fan, we decided to think of other photoshoot concept. *Uhm, but could we, purdy, purdy please, at least cosplay one anime? Haha.* A Goddess themed concept would be nice, a gothic inspired set-up would be cool too. But as I've said to {Kaoru}, a LOT of people are into goth and emo stuff right now, so as much as I really would want to go with that I idea, I'd rather not. Hmmn, but hey, I think we could pull it off. We just need to think out of the box.. ^__^v

Ureshii! Ureshii!

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• I updated my shelfari account. Since I saw Paula's blog about her shelfari "I plan to read.." books, I thought I should add her as a friend there as well as create update my "to read" and "need to finish" list. Haha. I already have some of the books below and their pages are only waiting to be opened. Booklogs, as Lio-kun call it.. :) *this is also called wishlist*

Widget is not loading, so here's my link instead.. :D

Hmmn, which one should I read first?

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So there. Jaa! :p

Mood:

"Ohhh.. Sugoi ne!"